I'm coming back to test myself again
I'm staying trapped to take my fear's revenge

Crumbling time and time again
I'm still lacking in my defence
Was it overthinking or the numbers spinning
That put this migraine inside my head?
After all the storms at sea before
I've been washed ashore on this kay retreat
Now my knees are weak but I feel at peace
I think a mindless life here is what I need

I never wanna know the way I die
Never wanna have to wonder why
It's all fine to me
Just take it easy
I never wanna have to sleep at night
Never wanna make the same mistake twice
So much time to waste
For me to find my place

There's no need to worry
There's more to the story
And I don't wanna know
When my time is coming
From oceans to mountains
Deserts to clouds I
Will be alright
Just taking life as it comes

Y'know, maybe just for once I'll allow the tide
To take me where it wants, see how the ride is
And I won't fight it, staying undivided
Making space in my head to keep an open mind
And many ask when I'll activate my brain
But i threw consequence away yesterday
Just to make the space, away the hourglass pours
But it's not the sand I rest on, so the rest is ignored

I'll never wanna know the way I die
Never wanna know if I will climb
The stairway beyond
Or fall to the cliffs below
I never wanna have to see the end
Never wanna know if I will spend
The rest of my days
In discontent

There's no need to worry
There's more to the story
And I don't wanna know
When my time is coming
From oceans to mountains
Deserts to clouds, I
Will be alright
Now that my mind is empty
There's no need to think now
I don't need to know how
I'll keep it up
In this soulless husk
From oceans to mountains
Abysses to cliffs I
Will be alright
Just taking life as it comes

(Yeah, I'll be alright)
(I'll be... just fine)
(Right?)

Oh god